There Are No Words

Time = 1:13 PM

Mood = Mostly mellow, slightly perturbed

Music = Dancing by Elisa

What I SHOULD be doing = Nothing, for once.

Random fact about me = I get hiccups when I giggle.

So, yeah. I couldn't really think of a title for this one. It's just one of those, "hey I have a mini rant that's directionless" type of things, you know?

I have an issue with peop[le who make assumptions about me without my permission. It's like, they don't even know me, but they think I'm one way or another and assume these things without knowing me at all. It's really annoying. It's even harder when those assumptions cause them to dislike me without reason.

It's not a happy feeling, knowing that somebody doesn't like you, but knowing that you gave them no cause. I mean, when they walk by you and give you a look of disdain, or talk to your friends about how terrible you are when you did nothing that they say you did. And part of you wants to try and make friends with them, but you know it's totally impossible because they hate you.

It's even worse when they're friends with your friends. And when your friends are completely unaware of it. And there's nothing you can do about it. That's the worst.

And the guy that I like, I think he likes this really awesome girl. I want to dislike her just because he likes her, but she's so incredible that I feel like there's no way that he could ever like me if she's around. Which really sucks. Because he's seriously amazing and adorable and just... -sigh-.

Actually, he just came by me again. I forget all my grumpiness when he comes by. Whenever I see this guy, it's all I can do to not grin my head off like an idiot for like three hours afterwards.

Dear Boyface:

if you could notice me, that would be great.

Love,

Dragonista.