Please Back Off

Time = 10:53PM

Mood = Still Ill (oh hey, that rhymes)

Music = Misguided Ghosts by Paramore

What I SHOULD be doing = Either sleeping or studying

Random Fact about me = I did not cry when I watched Shutter Island, but I cry Every. Single. Time in Bambi and Lord of the Rings.

Okay, so here's the thing. I'm really starting to get bothered by this chick. Annoying, I believe, is what I've called her before. For the most part, I don't see her, but when I do, she just annoys me to no end. I really want to try and ignore it, you know, I don't want to be bothered by her when I don't really care about her that much, but I can't help it. She just bugs me!

I can't totally explain this next bit, so if it confuses you, I'm sorry, dear reader, you're just gonna have to bear with me.

The problem is that she thinks she has authority in my life, and acts as such. And because ihave no idea how to stop her, I wind up feeling violated whenever she's around. It doesn't matter where I am, or what I'm doing, the minute she shows up, my evening is ruined. I feel groans of dread rising in inside me whenever I see her coming, and if I can, I leave. It sucks. I don't want to have to avoid her. I'd far rather have her leave me alone that me always having to find ways to escape her. I wish she would find somebody else to follow and copy, somebody who actually wants this kind of relationship. As for me, I don't want it. Not a single bit. I wish she would leave me alone so much. I'm sorry this isn't particularly coherent. I promise I'll be back to my typical style within a little while, but studying for finals on top of cold medication just doesn't leave much room for Dragonista's processing abilities.

Peace.